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Tuesday, June 30, 2009, 6:39 AM

Your Perfect Plan

Lord, I'm lost... what are You trying to tell me? what are You trying to teach me? I don't know what to do next :( i need Your help!! What is Your perfect plan for me? Is everything supposed to be like this or am i supposed to do something about it? I seriously don't know what to do anymore >< i need You to show me the way once more, i'm so lost without you and i'm scared and lonely. Yes, I am very very very scared and lonely. If You left me I'd have fallen by now, You and my friends and family are the reason i'm still hanging on so far... Don't let go please >< it's painful and i'm about to let go... no, i'm not letting go... but i can't keep hanging on as well... I need You to pull me up and i need hope. You're the only one who truly knows my feelings so please hear me out >< i want to try and pull myself up but i need Your help.
I know You said things happen for a good reason, but lately, i haven't been seeing any good on the things that are happening and i don't want to think that way. I refuse to be let down Lord but i can't deny the painful, heavy, intense feeling that i get from this. I don't even know if this is a real problem or i'm just whining here but sometimes i want to disappear... so i think it's a real problem. I won't be impatient but i know i'll have a difficult time trying to be patient but i will try my best. I just hope and pray that i'll be able to find the silver lining in the end.

P.S. hubag na kaayo ako mata and magka-wrinkles sad ko if this goes on... bata pa intawn ko :))

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