Wednesday, May 5, 2010, 9:32 PM
Second Chance
...or so I told myself. Did I really? :/ Sith. Forget it. My mind is nowhere near my body. I say but don't do. I warn but don't listen. I think but don't believe. I've come to the point where a lot of things make me paranoid. I think twice-twice but still I become unsure of a lot of things. When did this happen? :< I don't know how to handle a lot of things to the point where I just want to forget it all and never face it but... it'll find me wherever I go. I've made irrevocable mistakes before but this one just hit me on the spot. It's affected me ever since and I thought I've made my peace but no. All this time I've been telling myself 'I'm alright, everything is fine now.' turns out I've been lying to myself...
"I do not understand therefore I cannot comprehend." How troublesome. I want to cry. I don't need this right now. Not now. Save me :( I don't want to have another scar. Not this time >< Lord, I have a lot to thank for. If it weren't for You I would've been destroyed. Help me to see the error of my ways and this time help me to fully understand and learn from it. I pray that I will look to You this time.
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